Life: God is so real

I do not know where to begin.  I have lived my life with no extraordinary hardships: just an ordinary lifestyle: daily routines.   I was born and raised in a Christian family at AKBC (Antioch Korean Baptist Church), where I met many of my friends who attend ODPC today.  A bad kid I was, when believing the whole world revolved around me.  I always knew that God was my savior, and that he is the alpha and the omega of my life and of the universe.  But my prospective of the way I viewed the world and how it works did not change until I met pastors Sam, Peter, and later on Matt at ODPC.  I consider myself having life easy compared to my fellow brothers and sisters in youth group.

At the beginning, my family attended a church called Antioch Korean Baptist Church.  There I grew up physically, and met my compatible and trustworthy friends, who are now my best friends in my life yet.  AKBC is where I heard about how God loved the world so much that he gave his one and only son to pay for our debt.  I really did not get the full understanding of Jesus’ love and how it worked, until I received my first dream/vision in first grade.  But, that did not change my heart to fully devote my mind and heart to him.  I pulled pranks, made kids and teachers cry, gotten yelled at by many parents, thought I was too cool for church, and broke everything I touched.  I even almost burnt the church shed down.  Little did I know that God had something planned for me from the beginning and will stay with that plan until it is fulfilled.  I only had a glimpse of God’s love at the time.

God was always in my mind, and I believed that Jesus came to earth to save us from death.  I really do not know when I was saved.  It is as if God had imprinted himself into my heart when I was born or something.  I have no clue why God would choose me out of every one in the world to give dreams and visions of what they’re supposed to do in their lifetime and how they are going to do it.  From the sceneries of the Garden to Eden to the gateways of Hell to my future self to questions that only God knows and now I know to advice on success, God had showed me in visions.  But I question God, why me?   Why a person who is so immature and so unfit for the task?  There are plenty of strong-hearted people in the world who thirst for Christ, but why me?  It gets me pondering question after question.  It felt as if my shoulders were heavy on reliance for the people and ultimately for God.

My mind and heart began to change and soften when I met my new pastors at ODPC.  After the deterioration of my old church, God had placed me in a church that I call family now.  Warm welcomes from students and especially from my pastors most effectively changed the way I viewed church: a family.  I wanted to give something back to the church, so I started to get involved with church activities and helping out where ever I was needed.  Mobilization in the church really shaped the way I viewed the world and really got me to connect to the brothers and sisters in the youth group.  Also, I began to accept the fact that God chose me to do this task instead of anyone else.  Through the passing time, I began to receive more visions from God and my purpose in this world.  The past retreat, I also received an answer from God about my spiritual gift.  In the prayer chapel, Phil was given a passage from God to give to me, which was Ezekiel 46:17.  “If, however, he makes a gift from his inheritance to one of his servants, the servant may keep it until the year of freedom; then it will revert to the prince. His inheritance belongs to his sons only; it is theirs.”  My gift was passed down from my past generation and that spiritual inheritance was in me.  With this spiritual gift, I will follow God’s commands and always look to him whenever I am in need.  ODPC youth group saved my life by helping me accept the visions God had stored for me, and for that, I want to help contribute the starting of something special for the youth group before I graduate from high school.

MY IDEAL GIRL

First and last of all, she needs to be HAWT.

Who wouldn’t want to wake up next to a model every morning…YA KNOW??:)

For Example….TIFFANY HWANG….

SHE ALSO NEEDS TO BE FUN

OH BABY

Friday

Today is friday.  I had lacrosse today.  Today was really boring.  Tomorrow i have lax at 8.  EFF MY LIFE

Thursday

Today was ok.  I finally received my contacts so i could see again in lacrosse.  We versed TC WILLIAMS today.  They sucked nuts.  12-1 we won.  Westfield is coming up tuesday.  Half day tomorrow!!! SWEET!

It is eleven pm. and I am still eatting my dinner.

Eff my life.

Wednesday

Today is Wednesday.  I love Wednesdays. ….yeah right…

I hate WEDNESDAYS.  But lunch was good.  I forgot what i ate but it was good.

I had a pop quiz on the reading we had to do on Pride and Prejudice.  STUPID BOOK FOR REAL….

Tomorrow i have a Lacrosse game.  TCwilliams.

Thursdays SUCK

EFF MY LIFE

Tuesday

Today is tuesday.  It was a regular day for me at school.  I had nachos for lunch.  They were decent.  Lacrosse was decent also.  Now I have to study for my AP exam tomorrow.

EFF MY LIFE.

Monday

Today is monday.  I hate mondays.  I ate chicken wings at lunch.  They were very bad.  Later…i went to lacrosse practice.  I was decent today.  I have to study for chemistry, spanish, math, english, and i have to annotate Lord of the Flies, and Lesson 3 for chem.

EFF MY LIFE!

Sunday

Today, i went to church.  Pastor P. was speaking about….but the point is it was good…i guess….I was man handled by 6 grown men one holding me down while the others poured water onto my cargo pants.  I was walking around while people were staring at me thinking i took a leak in my pants.  I was so depressed.  I got a ride from davids mom….To bad she left us a mcdonalds.  well today was ok?  this week is going to go by so slowly because of lacrosse.

Eff my Life

pingpong

Today i played pingpong.  It was an intense game of paddle to paddle combat.  I broke a sweat and then suddenly…BAM LUKE STRUCK ME WITH A LIGHTNING FAST SPINNING BALL WHICH was unstoppable.  The point was against me…THEN SUDDENLY…I found what my gift was in PINGPONG.  THE SCORE WAS 9 to 3.  IN THE MATTER OF SECONDS…THE SCORE WAS 10-4.  It was his serve.  I was sweating like a grease monkey.  And then all of the sudden…Luke threw a curve to my left peck.  I used my super mongoose-like reflexes and reached out to stop the lightning strike.  i lost.

eff my life

random

today i came home early because of the flatliners i ate the other night.

i took a dump five times…IT BURNS

eff my life…im about to take a shower and go to church.

sexy fo real